Ain't No Such thing as Halfway Crooks.

Graduation Day was, amazing. I’m free at last. And, and…(drum roll please) I got accepted to SJSU nigga!

And…

Today, was a very hot mothafuckin’ day, iight? So some of the old homies who I haven’t talked for in awhile hit me up to go to their pool. So, i did. Little did I know, that there was two new niggas that were posted up there as well. And I was just so awkward, so reserved, and just plain quiet. What happened to me? Why is it so hard to keep up conversations with people now? Fuck. I have officially become socially awkward.

Also…

School’s over. I’m getting fat. Beach time. I’m kinda insecure. No, really insecure even though I shouldn’t be. I mean, isn’t that what bitches worry about? I’m becoming a little bitch. Rock the Bells at August. Darker than a mothafucka’. Anticipated for Summer. Got my Civic hellaflushed. Bought new KRS-One records which I now worship. Sublime is cool. One more day til’ I get my Wu Wear wind breaker that I ordered online. And I still hate people.

Life at the moment is pretty bittersweet.

Why do I feel like everyone’s against me? I hate people, I hate myself, and most of all I hate people.

Have you ever been in love with someone so out of reach that your feelings once full of good intentions developed into bitter feelings about said person? Or is that just me.

I pray to God that I pass this school year with all my credits.

What’s hurts the most is when someone you used to be close with stares at you like you’re a complete stranger. I hate people.

Not gonna lie, although my mom gave birth to me out of spite, I truly hate her.
I’m not a depressed teenager who complains about their mom and how she nags them to clean their room, I mean I hate my mom to the core. And I hate her because of reasons you cannot understand. I’m not an asinine guy who has no idea of what my mom puts up through because in truth, she doesn’t do shit. She’s rude, bigheaded, oblivious to her own children, and extremely ill tempered. The only thing she does is steal everyone’s money to waste it on cocaine and shit. I’m dead serious, every other guy brags about how much they love their mom, but I don’t.

Those bitch ass kids who like to talk mad shit on xbox live, and they sound socially awkward and complete outcasts at most of the time. And Xbox live in general. I’m switching to Ps3 if they don’t ban all kids under 14 years of age.